Greg had told me on the ride over that there was another organization called SLAB, which stood for Sex and Love Addicts Anonymous. He didn’t know the difference between the two, but this was more conveniently located, and anyway love wasn’t his addiction.

— Drew Nellins Smith

I am sometimes in awe of all that I have been exposed to culturally that I never would have discovered if not for the pursuit of sex or sexual gratification. I think of all the movies I watched when I was young simply because I thought I might glimpse a nude body.

— Drew Nellins Smith

I could have something like an encounter out there – a vicarious experience completely free of any fears of infection or the face-to-face intimacy I didn’t know how to process.

— Drew Nellins Smith

I couldn’t help wondering what it was that made me not good enough. It was a familiar feeling. I’d had it off and on my entire life.

— Drew Nellins Smith

It bothered me that we behaved differently when other people were at the arcade. It bothered me that we had to be different at different times. I wished we could always be ourselves.

— Drew Nellins Smith

It goes without saying that a great majority of men are sex addicts, or would be if they could manage to get laid.

— Drew Nellins Smith

It might have been the real reason I went out there at all, to hear all the nice things guys had to say when they got you alone, when they earned their shot in a booth with you.

— Drew Nellins Smith

People appeared to have no clue how truly horrible they were.

— Drew Nellins Smith

Real men don’t need porn.

— Drew Nellins Smith

That was the moment when I knew I was in real trouble, that I might really be the kind of person you weren’t supposed to be.

— Drew Nellins Smith