You do not know your vampire nature. You are like an adult who, looking back on his childhood, realizes that he never appreciated it. Furthermore, you cannot, as a man, go back to the nursery and play with your toys, asking for the love and care to be showered on you again simply because now you know their worth. So it is with you and mortal nature. You've given it up. You no longer look "through a glass darkly." But you cannot pass back to the world of human warmth with your new eyes.

Interview with the Vampire