Perhaps your notion of relationships is different from mine. You want something that would be a long term safe bet. I don't believe in that. I don't believe in eternity or safe bets. Furthermore, I believe in the unavoidable now and that the unavoidable now in the condition that it is pure with the best intention is eternity in itself. I want to love you and to feel your love as much as this is possible, as far as this takes us, and I hope it will take us far.