Jack Kerouac

And I dreamed of a home long ago in New England, my little KitKat trying to go a thousand miles following me on the road across America, and my mother with a pack on her back, and my father running after the ephemeral unwatchable train, and I dreamed and woke up to a gray dawn, saw it, sniffed (because I had seen all the horizon shift as if a scene shifter had hurried to put it back in place and make me believe in its reality), and went back to sleep, turning over. "It's all the same thing," I heard my voice say in the void that's highly embraceable during sleep.

Jack Kerouac

And I go home having lost her love. And write this book.

Jack Kerouac

...and I realized no matter what you do it’s bound to be a waste of time in the end so you might as well go mad.

Jack Kerouac

And I realize the unbearable anguish of insanity: how uninformed people can be thinking insane people are "happy," O God, in fact it was Irwin Garden once warned me not to think the madhouses are full of "happy nuts." (p. 200)

Jack Kerouac

And I said, 'That last thing is what you can't get, Carlo. Nobody can get to that last thing. We keep on living in hopes of catching it once and for all.

Jack Kerouac

And rain will fall on our eaves.

Jack Kerouac

And the Hippos were boiled in their tanks!

Jack Kerouac

And the story of love is a long sad tale ending in graves.

Jack Kerouac

And this is not the happiness of a magazine writer who sends in his gay little philosophy of life to the editor for the one paragraph spread in front of the magazine: This is a serious happiness full of doubts and strengths. I wonder if happiness is possible. It is a state of mind, but I'd hate to be a bore all my life, if only because of those I love around me. Happiness can change into unhappiness just for the sake of change.

Jack Kerouac

And though Remi was having work-life problems and bad love life with a sharp-tongued woman, he at least had learned to laugh almost better than anyone in the world, and I saw all the fun we were going to have in Frisco.

Jack Kerouac

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