Ann Aguirre

Pull yourself together. People among the living still need your help, and I haven't given you permission to quit.

Ann Aguirre

Realistically, it's a risk, I suppose, but in this day and age, you almost have to choose between freedom, which can devolve into chaos, and security, which can become a pair of shackles.

Ann Aguirre

So I make no effort to hide my pain. I don’t ever put it all on display like this—but for today and all the rest of the days of the trial, I must. My every flinch, every flicker of pain, will be magnified a hundred times over, then dissected by the pundits and talking heads. But I’m told it’s necessary; the world needs to see me vulnerable and wounded. I cannot appear not to care or to lack remorse, but that removes a crucial component of my self-defense mechanism and leaves me bleeding for all the world to see. I suppose that’s rather the point.

Ann Aguirre

Survival feels like cowardice.

Ann Aguirre

The strong survive.

Ann Aguirre

This guilt is a joke, and it’s exhausting to watch you martyr yourself.

Ann Aguirre

We're broken in complementary ways, thus rendering our damage comprehensible to each other.

Ann Aguirre

We stand a professional distance apart, as if I can’t feel his pain screaming in my head. Mine amplifies his; they share a joint sound—that of glass breaking—until they swell to a crescendo that deafens.

Ann Aguirre

What you said about the sweetest pain? That fits us.

Ann Aguirre

You can lie to yourself about all kinds of things. Until you can't, anymore. Until reality pounds a hole through your fantasy castle and the reality check must be cashed in.

Ann Aguirre

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