Pushpa Rana

I read not for entertainment but to feel what the writer has felt while writing even though if it was fiction.

Pushpa Rana

I see you, I see others and I want to see you more.

Pushpa Rana

It is not the dead rather the ones who live through war have seen the dreadful end of the war, you might have been victorious, unwounded but deep within you, you carry the mark of the war, you carry the memories of war, the time you have spent with your comrades, the times when you had to be digged in to foxholes to avoid shelling, the times when you hate to see your comrade down on the ground, feeling of despair, atrocities of the war, missing families, home. They live through hell and often the most wounded, they live with the guilt, despair, of being in the war, they may be happy but deep down they are a different person. Not everyone is a hero. You live with the moments, time when you were unsuccessful, when your actions would have helped your comrades, when your actions get your comrades killed, you live with regret, joyous in the victory can never help you forget the time you have spent. You are victorious for the people you have lost, the decisions you have made, the courage you have shown but being victorious in the war has a price to pay, irrevocable. Furthermore, you can't take a memory back from a person, even if you lose your memory your imagination haunts you as deep down your sub conscious mind you know who you are, who you were. Close you eyes, and you can very well see your past, you can't change your past, time you have spent, you live through all and hence you are a hero not for the glorious war for the times you have faced. Decoration with medals is not going to give your life back. The more you know, more experiences doesn't make it easy rather make its worse. Arms and ammunition kills you once and free you from the misery, but the experiences of war kills you every day, makes you cherish the times everyday through the life. You may forget that you can't walk anymore, you may forget you can't use your right hand, you may forget the scars on your face, but you can never forget war. Life without war is never easy and only the ones how survived through it can understand. Soldiers are taught to fight, but the actual combat starts after war which you are not even trained for. You rely on your weapon, leaders, comrades, god, luck in the war but here you rely on your self to beat the horrors, they have seen hell, heaven, they have felt the mixed emotions of hope, despair, courage, victory, defeat, scared.

Pushpa Rana

It's amazing to contemplate what human mind is capable of, incredible functionality, specialty of describing something beautifully without even experiencing called the work of imagination, carries us to a world we have never been before.

Pushpa Rana

It's better to hate someone in the beginning rather than end up hating someone after loving.

Pushpa Rana

It's not sad that I don't love you anymore, it's I can't love anyone anymore.

Pushpa Rana

I would rather be alone than having a solitary company.

Pushpa Rana

Judging is acting on limited knowledge. Learn the art of observing without evaluating.

Pushpa Rana

Just so you know a weapon, a body armor can never be a fashion accessory.

Pushpa Rana

Kiss is another physical gesture if it doesn't touch your soul.

Pushpa Rana

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